Anticipating what is going to happen is always hard for me. I like to know what’s going to happen and as much as I love the surprises. I can’t help but manage to try and figure it out. I’m almost always wrong but I can’t seem to help it and I love it. I’m working on it and have gotten better but I think it will always be a part of me.
This evening, I was given a task of leaving 6 clothes pins on for 30 minutes directly and beside each nipple. I did as the orders entailed, took photos and wrote to him about how I was feeling and my start and end times. We have a play date planned for tomorrow and I’m almost nervous about what we are going to do. The nervous feeling is exciting, the butterfly in your stomach, giddiness and all the possible scenarios that run around in my head.
What increases these feelings is tomorrow will be extra special since I’m not at Paradise this year for the long weekend. PG has something big planned to me to make up for the bit of disappointment I have on not being able to make the trip down.
Now to relax for the rest of the evening and see what tomorrow entails, I’ll be sure to blog about it.
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